My Sweetiest Downfall
She was the most perfect girl I have ever met, her smile was the only thing I can’t regret, her style was the perfect asset, and the way she loved was a perfect basis. She was only 17 when I met her, her smile makes me stop breathing for a while, the way she act in front of me, makes my heart beat four times faster than before, I really need her to be mine forever, but I can’t… we cannot be. I am happy every time she was smiling, I hate myself for loving her, and even I know the fact I can’t.
Days and months passed, I’m so tired, so down, can’t walk nor crawl. Feelings that I can’t let go nor let it out. Too much in it, I want to quit but I can’t rid of it. I had fall once, but I don’t know if it will be the last. This is my SWEETIEST DOWNFALL, yeah the worst beneath the sweet. Even now I never know who I am. But I never care, all I know is I love her. I love you Mae, and that thing had changed the whole thing.
November 11th, 2009 at 9:57 pm
The blog was so emotional, and written with great ounce of brevity.
The author here is deeply in love with the girl and it shows with the writings. C’mon boy hehehe and it is not often that true love can be found at first time hehehe there are far more great opportunities ahead of you… for you are still very young.
Sometimes you need to get through with falling in love then eventually dissolving it and the essence of this is to learn valuable lesson from it, to be stronger and smarter when you fall in love again.