Truth Behind Lies

I never had anyone in my life I could think about from the moment I wake up till switching my computer in my house from work. Till I met her… She was very amazing considering I could stay up till morning just to have a great moment texting each other. We kept on getting to know each other as I found myself falling deeply in love with this girl. She was very extraordinary that I was very sure I could be anything she would need just to stay this way forever.

She was a little bit of a snob but I always find ways to make her smile. I love the way she gets irritated as well as the way she makes me feel content and happy. There’s nothing I could wish for when she confessed that she feels the same way for me. We were so happy. There was no doubt that she owns the biggest part of my life till something changed.

I was starting to feel that she’s tired of me. I did not tell her what I noticed. Instead, I started being extra- sweet to her to prevent my thoughts. But she kept on being silent each time we were together. I asked her many times if there’s something she’d like to talk about. If there’s any problem that if I could help. The situation got worse. To be able to have a message from her, I should be the first to text. I was starting to feel miserable knowing that from one moment we were so in love, the next moment I could hardly breathe, crying and putting myself together. She used to get angry if fell asleep while we were texting each other. The most painful fact that kills me until now… That she used to love me. Not anymore. I let go of her, my every little mine for the best. If that’s the only way for her to be happy again. I would always be glad to do it.

Now, I work overtime everyday just to get myself busy. I feel very miserable with the memories she had left me. I still cry every time I go to sleep. I love her so much and I could never find a way to stop…